Chapter 12: Hermes

The ominous firmament threatened misfortune. Morgan sighed, a visit to the Royal Docks would normally be an exciting occasion, but goodbyes were impossible even at the best of times. She gripped Hermes reigns and willed herself to exert control, her outward appearance serene, inside a guilty stomach was churning. When Morgan met Sha’s gaze, everything fell away, the simple interaction almost her undoing. She bowed lowly to hide her features and held out a hand, Sha took it, his lingering kiss delivering a hair-raising tingle, “Morgan, please let me come with you,” he pled.

It is far too dangerous for a prince of the realm where I am going,” Morgan replied coolly, almost choking upon the words. She turned, willing herself to move, one foot before the other.

Morgan’s next stop was Nia, there was gentle kindness in the sisters all-knowing eyes, “Take this potion; it has redemptive qualities, you will know, when to use it,” Nia signed.

Nodding Dumbly, Morgan took the gift into her hands before placing the necklace holding a tiny potion bottle around her neck. “Thank you,” she replied, mustering a smile.

“I am always here for you Morgan,” Nia signed in goodbye.

Thankfully, placing one foot before the other worked, because before she knew it, she stood before Leo, standing tall shoulders back, his exuberant nature evident upon a handsome face. That aside, it was possible that the man who stood at Leo’s side was the most handsome person that Morgan had ever seen, “Meet Aiden, our spy master, he will be going with you on this voyage,” Leo asserted. Before Morgan could disagree, he continued, “I insist, he looks after the kingdom’s interests, but also knows a lot about where you are going, his contacts will come in handy and help to keep you safe.”

Morgan’s mind was still stuck on the concept of such an attention attracting man being a spymaster when he strode past her, “Hurry up, Arlo, the luggage won’t cart itself,” he asserted pompously. She assumed the comment was aimed at a manservant who was stumbling towards her ship, already laden under the weight of excess baggage. Still caught off guard, Morgan was nearly toppled when a rare Hanan eagle flew past and landed upon the spy masters shoulder. The eagle sat there preening its pure white plumage, then when Aiden reached the bottom of the gang plank it took flight once again, its new perch The Tempests topmost spar.

"He’s a spymaster!” She exclaimed.

The crown prince offered pragmatic words, “I know he’s a bit much, but he will grow on you.” Leo’s voice got thick with emotion, “Here are letters of introduction in case you need them. I have given Aiden funds for your trip and sent a bird ahead to the Garrison to let them know you are coming.”

“Thank you, Leo, but now it’s my turn,” Morgan affirmed. She was warmed by the glistening in the corner of Leo’s eyes as she pressed the reigns into his hands. “His name is Hermes he is yours now. Not only is he from pure breed plains herder stock, but he was trained for a chieftain, which means he is full of surprises, for example,” waiting first to check if Leo had a firm hold of the reigns, she continued, “If you want him to head home with or without a rider, whistle twice like this.”

After her whistle, Leo stood in awe as Hermes raised his head, flicked his ears, and pranced on the spot. It was obvious that without control the horse would have headed home. Leaving Leo to regain composure, Morgan stopped in front of Piper who stood next to the Queen with a dejected look upon her face, she bent down and waited patiently for the child to meet her eye. It wasn’t long before Piper responded with a typical lack of restraint, running deep into her arms, the resulting hug fierce. When Morgan felt that she was on the verge of never letting go, she straightened her arms and offered pragmatic words, “You look after these two boys for me, okay? They need someone to make sure they don’t get into trouble.” Piper rolled her eyes, she continued in earnest, “It’s okay, I will come back to you. I always do.” Nodding dumbly the child dispensed another hug that was so tight it hurt, then she backed away, wordlessly telling herself to be strong. “Watch this one, she may try to escape; she has a habit of wanting to stowaway,” she said, meeting the Queen’s eye.

“Of course, I won’t let her out of my sight,” Mira Dallinger affirmed, coupling the response with a rare smile. Morgan turned towards her ship, her every laden step harder than the one before. Her boots touched deck and she instinctively called for cast off. Marlo’s swearing and the hurried steps of her crew remained unnoticed, nothing could drown out the noises in her head, not even concerned stares. Thankfully, she made it to her cabin and after closing the door free and unbound her legs and tears fell downward. Unchained emotion plagued her, the worst was shame, mostly because she had stopped Sha from going because she was afraid of her own feelings. Now an uncharted sea awaited her, and duty was added to responsibilities weight, a weight that had seemed inconsequential up until now.


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The Tempest stalled mid tack, his brother’s eyes fixated upon the mournful scene, the forlorn expression tugging at Leo’s heart. Unable to take it any longer he gripped Sha’s shoulders and turned him away, “I didn’t think that you were one to give up so easily,” He asserted, trying but failing to keep amusement from his voice.

“She has made herself clear,” Sha replied miserably. Not at all in in a patient mood Leo shoved Hermes reigns into one of Sha’s hands and then placed one of Marlo’s inventions into the other, his words stern, “Snap out of it! Where has my annoyingly relentless brother gone.”

Shocked, Sha stared at his hands for a few seconds before getting the idea, “Thank you,” he blurted, then he was moving. Hermes pranced sensing action when Sha leapt onto his saddle, after attaching Marlo’s invention to the pommel, he kicked. Hermes moved, slipping on the cobbles at first then he conveyed Sha towards the Southern Bridge.

Leo swallowed down a sudden wave of sadness, it was never easy to see his brother leave. A small hand grasped one of his fingers, pulling his attention downward, “It’s okay, she always comes back, so will he,” Piper offered, her confidence uplifting.

Leo’s heart ached, smiling his thanks he lifted Piper up onto a guardsman’s horse, “Get her back to the castle, there is a storm coming,” he ordered, the guard nodded then squeezed to move away.

“That one’s growing on me,” his mother offered.

Leo smiled in the direction of Pipers departing horse, “Yes, she would have been a similar age.”

“Let’s get inside before the storm hits,” she asserted, steering the conversation towards safer waters.

“So, what do we think of the woman in Sha’s life. She’s impressive, isn’t she?” Leo asked cheekily as he helped his mother up onto her horse.

“She more impressive than the other woman, whom you are unashamedly smitten with,” The Queen replied, her parting words leaving Leo disheartened. 

He glanced up at the departing ship, “Please come back to me Bella, don’t leave me alone,” He whispered. Sighing, he started the walk back home, where the walls were tall, and the nights were lonely.

 

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Sha’s pounding heart was timed to the thud of Hermes hooves, the breakneck pace sending him racing over the Southern Bridge. He brought Hermes to an abrupt halt then grasped Marlo’s invention and leapt from the saddle, his shrill whistle sending the horse homeward. Allowing himself a second to align his thoughts, he stepped up onto the edge. Forcing one breath then another Sha aimed the invention at the highest spreader. He squeezed the trigger, allowing the rope to arch over and around, then he jumped. After a split second of falling, he flicked a toggle, the effect a controlled lowering to the deck. Not stopping, he released and raced to where he knew that Morgan would be.

Sha found Morgan in an alarming state, she was on her favourite thinking seat, tears falling unbidden. The sight tugging so fiercely that he enveloped her in his arms, trying but seemingly failing to assuage pain, “You don’t have to do this alone anymore,” he affirmed, holding her as she wept. He waited for her to quieten before letting her go.

“What if you die? I won’t make it,” she pled.

Feeling like he finally understood, Sha placed a hand under Morgan’s chin and raised it until she met his eye, “I’m not going anywhere; you have given me hope. After Jaiera died I felt useless and angry, please don’t take that away, after all, I’m fond of you as well.”

To Sha’s astonishment, Morgan’s reply was preceded with a childish giggle, “Oh you are fond of me. Are you? Well, that’s nice.” His quirky response never made it out of his mouth, before he could speak, she was kissing him lost in the heights of the sensation, he let himself be carried away. In his excitement, however, he did not notice they were backing up and before he knew it, her back was against the wall evident by the slight thumping sound and her exhale. The realisation that something was wrong was instant, Morgan stopped all engagement and breath, he stepped back to apologise for his exuberance, but the concentrated look of panic upon her face stalled all words.


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The memory was crippling, head ringing, a rancid breath, cruel face an inch from hers. Morgan fought to breathe guilt, fear and shame long thought buried, threatening to overcome. “Morgan…Morgan,” Sha called through the fog, “Morgan, please sit down.”

Sha guided her to a chair, then he knelt in her field of vision, the concern in his eyes tipping guilt to the top of the scales. A question playing across her troubled mind, “How could I ever deserve him.”

Closing her eyes, she slowed her breathing to force calm, when she opened them again, there he was, waiting patiently, “I’m sorry, Sha, I just remembered something,” She offered in explanation.

A frustrated sound escaped Sha’s lips, he paced the room then stopping at a wall, which he punched, the action causing an involuntary flinch, “If Rorg was still alive, I would kill him myself,” He avowed vehemently.

“You should leave, I’m not all here right now,” she offered.

Sha walked back over to her and knelt, “Oh no! no more pushing me away. I’m not going anywhere.” He took a seat opposite and they sat in silence. Feeling herself calm, she spoke haltingly at first then found herself pouring out the pieces of her soul she had long hidden, emotions ebbing and flowing then eventually drained, still he listened.


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Meena was thoroughly unimpressed, “What are you grinning at, so your invention worked, big deal,” she declared.

Marlo aimed his goofy grin in her direction “What do you think about the name grabby?” He asked proudly.

She screwed up her face, “That, is the dumbest name I have ever heard. What about a Grapple?”

“Not bad,” said the newcomer, who suddenly forced himself into their conversation. She offered him a scowl.

“Aiden at your service,” he said, bowing before her. Meena was about to give the newcomer a piece of her mind, on the topic of inserting oneself onto a ship, let alone a conversation but it was Marlo that replied, “Just Aiden?” Aiden smiled a secretive smile instead of responding.

A loud thump could be heard from Morgan’s cabin, alarmed Meena moved to investigate, after one step, a hand grabbed her shoulder, “Hold on there, what do you think they are doing in there?” Aiden asked.

Turning to him to either break his hand or give him a tongue-lashing, Meena spoke before realisation dawned, “What do you think they are doing?” One look at Marlo and Aiden’s faces brought a burning feeling which must have outwardly looked an impressive red colour. She huffed and walked towards the bow; she need space from the idiocy. Her comfortably trusty swords helping to calm and after a series of movements, she was lost in the safety of exercise.


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Sha listened until Morgan’s eyelids got heavy and after she drifted off to sleep, he carried her gently to bed. As he sat on the end of her bed, he waited, thoughts flashing from anger to concern, sleep must have come because it was late before he heard her whisper in his ear, “I’m on duty, you can use my bed if you like.”

Nodding he stood, but instead of sleeping he followed her to the quarter deck, in the darkness the lanterns lit the gloomy night as they stood at the wheel together, not quite wanting to break the contact and because she let him, he stood behind her, arms around, head on her left shoulder. They casually conversed as if it had always been this way, the seas turbulent around them, it dawned on him they were headed to the edge of his known world and beyond, looking into the darkness ahead, his arms tightened around her and he made a promise to himself to always protect her, or die trying.

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